So;

• Senior Ball: May 19th, 2012
• Seniors Award Assembly/Seniors Last Day: June 8th, 2012
• Graduation: June 13th, 2012
• The beginning to my life as an adult: June 14th, 2012

I’m gonna cry so fucking HARD at Graduation, I just know it.
I’m gonna cry while I play with the school band for the last time at Graduation, I’m gonna cry during the middle of the fucking song. I’m gonna cry when I walk on stage and hear then call my name to retrieve my diploma. I’m gonna cry when we throw our hats into the air, and I’m gonna cry when I have to say goodbye to all the memories I made with all those amazing people. I’m gonna cry when I realize that all my precious friends will be moving away while I stay behind.
I feel like everything is going to change when I walk across that stage. Like, my world will slowly peel away and reveal something menacing… Dark… I feel like the world is going to swallow me whole.

College is going to be hell for me.
I’m going to have to start all over.
I have to try and make friends, which is incredibly hard. I’m shy, and nervous, and scared around new people…

I can just tell, the rest of this year… Is going to be disastrous.